" I am bad with people. I am good at being alone. But i hate being lonely."


there are approximately 1,013,913 words in the english language but i could never string any of them together to explain how much i want to hit you with a chair.

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Kiss her. Slowly, take your time, there’s no place you’d rather be. Kiss her but not like you’re waiting for something else, like your hands beneath her shirt or her skirt or tangled up in her bra straps. Nothing like that. Kiss her like you’ve forgotten any other mouth that your mouth has ever touched. Kiss her with a curious childish delight. Laugh into her mouth, inhale her sighs. Kiss her until she moans. Kiss her with her face in your hands. Or your hands in her hair. Or pulling her closer at the waist. Kiss her like you want to take her dancing. Like you want to spin her into an open arena and watch her look at you like you’re the brightest thing she’s ever seen. Kiss her like she’s the brightest thing you’ve ever seen. Take your time. Kiss her like the first and only piece of chocolate you’re ever going to taste. Kiss her until she forgets how to count. Kiss her stupid. Kiss her silent. Come away, ask her what 2+2 is and listen to her say your name in answer.
- Azra.T “this is how you keep her” (via 5000letters)


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We made it all the way to our 6 months! <3 
If I could describe all of the emotions that are running through my mind knowing that I get to hold, kiss and touch you today I would be at a loss for words—it’s truly indescribable. 
I still recall the day we were walking down the hallway in the hospital and you asked me to be yours. From that point on everything in both of our lives changed. I don’t remember the last time a person was capable of making me so happy. The fact that you made that giant leap into all of the craziness that was to follow, proved to me that you would be worth every struggle along the way. Was it scary as hell? Of course it was—for both of us. Neither of us knew what would become of ‘us’ if we were in a long distance relationship but, even as hard and impossible as it seemed, it made us closer than I ever could’ve imagined. 
It really does feel like we’re having our ‘6 year’ anniversary today haha. With our 3 houses and 3 cars..we’re on the road to success lmao. The connections and growth that we’ve made over the course of our relationship have all happened so fast but they’re always genuine changes. I would never want to better myself for anyone else baby. You’re all of anything and everything that I want in my life. All I need is you. <3 Not only did we make it through hell and back while I was gone but you have given me the privilege of meeting Gia. I’d never been so nervous with you before…walking up to the both of you…finally meeting this little angel you talk about day in and day out. It was beautiful. Every second of it. Watching the creepy little crab thing in the water, playing in the sprinklers, picking flowers, playing at the park and holding your hand while we walked back to our cars. It left me speechless. I was so overwhelmed with excitement inside my little heart that I almost wanted to cry. I wish I could explain how much that moment meant to me but I really think it is something that can only be felt. Just knowing that you trust me enough to take that extra step in the relationship made my love for you amplify three times what it was before that moment. 
I’m so ready for a future with you. Where we’re a cute little family with our own place and a puppy and Gia starting school. I know I’ll be going back to school next month but I’m still a phone call away or  a two hour drive. I don’t plan on ever being as far away from you as I was the last 4-5 months. Every chance I get I want to continue to build on the strong foundation that we’ve built together. 
You truly are the love of my life and no matter how hectic, crazy, out of control things may get, I will still be here fighting for our love. Aside from our ground-breaking anniversary, we are also going to be celebrating your graduation <3 You’ve come so far and I have no idea how much or how little you are told aside from me how proud of yourself you should be but I’ll say it again, be proud baby. You did all of this to better yours and Gia’s life and you have done it so damn well. I know it was hell from time to time and it meant not getting sleep for days and days but it was worth every ounce of frustration. 
 “Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.” 
Gabriela Marquez, the love of my life, my other half, my sanity, I love you with all of my heart <3

Happy 6 Month Anniversary baby and for many more to come<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3